{"id":580,"date":"2013-08-02T08:47:04","date_gmt":"2013-08-02T08:47:04","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.sigridlindemann.com\/?page_id=580"},"modified":"2013-08-02T08:47:04","modified_gmt":"2013-08-02T08:47:04","slug":"trituration-red-howler-ape","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/www.sigridlindemann.com\/en\/trituration-red-howler-ape\/","title":{"rendered":"Trituration Red Howler Ape"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Venezuelan Howler Money &#8220;Alouatta seniculus&#8221;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Alouatta_seniculus\" target=\"_blank\">http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Alouatta_seniculus<\/a><\/p>\n<p>A primate ape &#8230;.informing us of the missing link in evolution:<\/p>\n<p>Trituration Red Howler (primates) \u2013 symptoms &#8211; compiled by Ulrike Fechner<\/p>\n<p>(30.12.12 Auroville\/India)<\/p>\n<p>Physical symptoms \u2013 descending order<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; head heavy (4)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; heavy eyes (4)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; lightheaded (4)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; difficulties with breathing \/pressure on the chest (4)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feeling tired, sleepy (3)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; yawning (3)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; desire to strech the feet (3)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; numbness in both feet (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; desire to move shoulders and neck (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; sense of smell is more sensitive \u2013 weird smells around (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; sleeping problems (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; vertigo (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; sweating (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; craving for high caloric food (junk food, chocolate) (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; shooting pain in the back, sacral region, lumbago (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; shoulders &#8211; pressure (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; tingling nose (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; pressing\/crumbling of lips (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; headache, starting on temples, left side (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; head wants to move, swinging from right to left (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; urge to vomit (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; headache, pulling, left side, backwards<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; head pulls to left<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; pain in left inner ear, like needle<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; desire to strech the body<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; hungry after eating<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; thirsty and dry<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; backpain \u2013 rhythmic pulsing<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; left shoulder hard, sensitive to pressure<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; legs feel numb, especially left side<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; stiffness of hand joints up to the half of the fingers<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; hands move easily in every direction<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; joints feel fragile<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; pain in knees and ankles<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; strong muscular pain in lower thights<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; sensation of needles between ankle and knee<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; right palm excessively warm<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; cold feet<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; pulsating pain on the right wrist<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; flexible body feeling<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; running nose, watery discharge<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; watery salvia<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; dry mouth<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; pappy taste<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feeling of knot in the thoat<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; difficulties with swallowing<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; blood pressure sinks<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; pain in the heart, deep inside, extending to the back<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; stinging pain in right side of the heart<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; tingling above heart<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; menses, as if would coming<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; fullness in uterus region<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; with female hormons: feeling full relaxed, soft, passive<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; sensitive interstine<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feeling of a knot in the stomach<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feeling of fullness<\/p>\n<p>Emotional symptoms \u2013 descending order<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; sadness, loneliness, resignation (6)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; desire to get out (5)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feeling joyful, playful (4)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; desire for silence and relaxation (4)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; mediative, calm mood (4)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; aversion to company (4)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; desire for company (4)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feeling indifferent (3)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feeling of pulling downwards (3)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; righteous mood (3)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feeling irritated (3)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; hate oneself and questions it (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; aversion to talk (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; desire to sing (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; happiness (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; aggression (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; conserned how others would feel (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; waiting but doesn\u00b4t know what for (3)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; passivity (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feeling of insecurity, fragility (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; perceptive mind (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feeling of being in my own world (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; bored (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; everything is stupid, doesn\u00b4t belong to me (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feels rejected, not loved (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; no emotions (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; desire to jump<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; desire for entertainment<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; desire to make some sounds, noises, music<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; likes to listen to music<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Take it easy!<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; restless and impatient<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; absent minded<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; desire to fight<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feels loved<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feeling of silence and immobility<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feeling sulky<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; interest in surrounding<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; fear of heartattack<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; detached feeling<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feeling of narrownes<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feeling like a small child<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; tears<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; attached by emotiones of the others<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; accepting the state he is<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feeling of being lost, that no place is mine<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feeling of jealousy, don\u00b4t want to share<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feels lonesome, needy<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; dependant, no responsibilities \u2013 this is a relief<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; dazed feeling of void in the head;<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; pleasant<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; fed up with everything<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Communication difficult<\/p>\n<p>Mental Symptoms \u2013 descending order<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; observing mood (7)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; open crown chakra (5)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; absent minded (4)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; lots of unconnected, turning thoughts (4)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; spiral feeling downwards (3)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; no thoughts (3)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; sleepy but awake (3)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; desire for company (3)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; pesistent songs in the mind (3)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; worrying about friends and others (3)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; restlessness \/ impatience (3)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; tolerance towards the others (3)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; aversion to responsabilities (3)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; quietness, calmness, inner peace (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; desire to change the living place (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; helplessness\/no idea what\u00b4s next (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; worrying about own health\/body (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; desire to pray (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; caring for inner child, thinking about mother-baby-relations (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; thoughtful without thoughts (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; thoughtful (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; topics about male and female sides in ourselves and how to balance it (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; dreams to be in arms of loved ones (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; rebelling mood againts authorities<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; desire for lazing around, just doing nothing the whole day<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; wanting to stare over mountains<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; desire to travel to the mountains to Ecuador .<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; wants to be in the water<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; thoughts flying from here to there, but also alert, where she is<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; i am on the river<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; sitting in the chair like a queen with a child in my lap<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; wants to rest the eyes and drift into the unknown<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; dream in lonley place, empty house .<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; as if there is not enough space to be<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; desire to paint<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; delusion of a big spider crawling out of a whole<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; wants to be lifted up into the sun<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; desire to sit quietly under a tree and watching a river floating by<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feels like a stone<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feels like being here, but also not being here<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; past is not interesting<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; giggling mind<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; dizzyness<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; open heart chakra<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; aversion to be filmed \u2013 feels uncomfortable<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; ongoing conversation feels rough<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feels like a puppy in a hole, looking outside into the world<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; asking for offers<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; after a quick nap, mood tuned into happiness, felt ready for communication and talkative<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; dreams before: big changes \u2013 new interior, new appartment, new job, new baby<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; dreams of being the first day in a new job with all the awkward new feelings<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; desicions should be made<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feels like in a sweatlodge and wise women doing mystical, old , traditional work which was given from mother to daughter<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; seriousness,<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; focused, balanced, clarity,<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; anxiety<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; desire for mental stimulation like reading a book<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; being in a group feels like \u201cthe only reality\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; image of jumping up an down<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; \u201ceverything is there\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; desire for colorful (red) clothes<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; concentrated<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; dreamed 3, 4 times about batch at work<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Curiosity<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Analysing what was going in last few days.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Slower thinking process<\/p>\n<p>The Essence<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; I WANT TO CHANGE, I WANT TO GET OUT !!! (5)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Being stucked (4)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; bored (3)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; desire to leave the group but being afraid of the new and deciding to stay (3)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; being a member of a group but still an individual (3)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Blank mind (3)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Freedom (3)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; I want to be in charge of my life, but I have no idea how (3)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; rebirth, incarnation (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; bond up to a group (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Transformation<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Restlessness<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Impatience<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; contact with your real self<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; so much caring for others in need<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; my hair&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; making my home nicely<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; no exclusion of anybody<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; so much food around me<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; see so many birds<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; it\u00b4s a big family, a big group, more solitary persons don\u00b4t care about<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; relaxed and not relaxed in terms of time<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Several apes munching leaves in the tree, calmly and with pleasure<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Eating is important<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; maybe the ape eats intoxicationy leafes with calming effect (like koalas)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Just sitting in the trees, having a good time, an easy life<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; No dangers, nearly none<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Finding berries, leaves, fruits \u2013 no hunting, no carnivore<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; 1 male needs to be there for protection<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; the one who gives alarm the best is the boss<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; children can be token by others<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; live near rivers \u2013 fruits, water<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; happy with just hanging around and doing nothing<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; no evolution in the group<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; how to live my individuality?<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; speechlessness<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; desire for spiritual topics<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; remedy for children<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; appearance of many phallic symbols<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; everything is about the relation between male and female, joining them togehter<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; about healing the male and female part in ourselves<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; it\u00b4s about finding one\u00b4s place in a group, in a job \u2013 physically, mentally. emotionally<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; daily routine keeps me busy, prevents me from the change<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; mind is ahead, but the body can\u00b4t follow, it\u00b4s too heavy, lazy, passive<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feels restles, but also unable to move forward, to walk<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; breaking out of the routine means insecurity, anxiety, worries<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; routine means security, safety, knowing where I belong to.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Salt \u2013 teardrops, salty water, sweat<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; A blossom, which is about to bloom<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; nothingness .<\/p>\n<p>Trituration Red Howler (primates) \u2013 symptoms<\/p>\n<p>(30.12.12 Auroville\/India)<\/p>\n<p>Physical symptoms \u2013 descending order<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; head heavy (4)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; heavy eyes (4)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; lightheaded (4)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; difficulties with breathing \/pressure on the chest (4)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feeling tired, sleepy (3)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; yawning (3)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; desire to strech the feet (3)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; numbness in both feet (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; desire to move shoulders and neck (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; sense of smell is more sensitive \u2013 weird smells around (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; sleeping problems (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; vertigo (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; sweating (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; craving for high caloric food (junk food, chocolate) (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; shooting pain in the back, sacral region, lumbago (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; shoulders &#8211; pressure (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; tingling nose (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; pressing\/crumbling of lips (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; headache, starting on temples, left side (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; head wants to move, swinging from right to left (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; urge to vomit (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; headache, pulling, left side, backwards<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; head pulls to left<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; pain in left inner ear, like needle<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; desire to strech the body<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; hungry after eating<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; thirsty and dry<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; backpain \u2013 rhythmic pulsing<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; left shoulder hard, sensitive to pressure<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; legs feel numb, especially left side<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; stiffness of hand joints up to the half of the fingers<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; hands move easily in every direction<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; joints feel fragile<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; pain in knees and ankles<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; strong muscular pain in lower thights<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; sensation of needles between ankle and knee<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; right palm excessively warm<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; cold feet<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; pulsating pain on the right wrist<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; flexible body feeling<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; running nose, watery discharge<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; watery salvia<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; dry mouth<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; pappy taste<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feeling of knot in the thoat<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; difficulties with swallowing<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; blood pressure sinks<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; pain in the heart, deep inside, extending to the back<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; stinging pain in right side of the heart<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; tingling above heart<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; menses, as if would coming<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; fullness in uterus region<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; with female hormons: feeling full relaxed, soft, passive<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; sensitive interstine<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feeling of a knot in the stomach<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feeling of fullness<\/p>\n<p>Emotional symptoms \u2013 descending order<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; sadness, loneliness, resignation (6)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; desire to get out (5)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feeling joyful, playful (4)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; desire for silence and relaxation (4)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; mediative, calm mood (4)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; aversion to company (4)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; desire for company (4)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feeling indifferent (3)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feeling of pulling downwards (3)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; righteous mood (3)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feeling irritated (3)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; hate oneself and questions it (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; aversion to talk (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; desire to sing (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; happiness (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; aggression (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; conserned how others would feel (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; waiting but doesn\u00b4t know what for (3)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; passivity (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feeling of insecurity, fragility (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; perceptive mind (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feeling of being in my own world (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; bored (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; everything is stupid, doesn\u00b4t belong to me (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feels rejected, not loved (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; no emotions (2)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; desire to jump<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; desire for entertainment<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; desire to make some sounds, noises, music<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; likes to listen to music<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Take it easy!<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; restless and impatient<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; absent minded<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; desire to fight<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feels loved<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feeling of silence and immobility<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feeling sulky<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; interest in surrounding<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; fear of heartattack<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; detached feeling<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feeling of narrownes<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feeling like a small child<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; tears<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; attached by emotiones of the others<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; accepting the state he is<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feeling of being lost, that no place is mine<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feeling of jealousy, don\u00b4t want to share<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; feels lonesome, needy<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; dependant, no responsibilities \u2013 this is a relief<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; dazed feeling of void in the head;<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; pleasant<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; fed up with everything<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Communication difficult<\/p>\n<p>Mental Symptoms \u2013 descending order<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; observing mood (7)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; open crown chakra (5)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; absent minded (4)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; lots of unconnected, turning thoughts (4)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; spiral feeling downwards (3)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; no thoughts (3)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; sleepy but awake (3)<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; 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