Blue Whale Trituration November 2009 in Auroville
The trituration was conducted up to C 4. Afterwards a homoeopathic pharmacy in Pondicherry has manufactured the remedy in C30, C200 and C 1000. All the 5 participants had a homoeopathic background, 2 men and 3 women.
This trituration was conducted with the agreement that in the first hour the focus would be on physical symptoms, in the second hour on emotional symptoms, in the third hour on mental symptoms and in the fourth hour on the spiritual essence of this substance.This “C4- Trituration” has been developed by Witold Erler, Berlin, Labopharma, about 10 years ago. Since then it has shown that this way of “meeting a substance” is a simple and effective method to do a “small proving”, in order to grasp and experience the energy of new (or of well proven) homoeopathic remedies.The effects can be explained by the phenomenon of the “morphogenetic fields” first discovered by Rupert Sheldrake, which is the phenomenon of the transmission of energy fields, supported through the clear intent of the participants to experience this energy, even to submit their body and mind as a sort of playground for this experiment..
The participants do not know the proving substance (but at this trituration the supervisor knew the substance) Some of the participants experience already physical, emotional and mental symptoms or dreams and affinities in their daily life even before the trituration has started.The substance was a piece of bone from the Blue whale. With the announcement of the proving substance at the end of the trituration all symptoms will completely disappear.
C4 Trituration – 4 hours
First Hour Physical -Symptoms
No desire to move
No drive, rather remain sitting or lying, content, happy / right down in the physical
Body feels strong
Stitches in the abdomen
Pain in right shoulder, slightly stitching, dull
briefly pain in right side of larynx, restricted sensitivity, swallowing aggravates
Oversensitive to smell and noise
A ringing in the head
Noises, whistling in the head
Dizzy, everything turns a bit around in front of the eyes
A certain clumsiness and heaviness in the body
A sinking feeling combined with a pulling
Pressure in the solar plexus
Pressure in the stomach
Pressure on the chest
Stiff muscles in the shoulder line
Desire to close the eyes
Very hungry – desire for fish
Great calmness, very relaxed
Skin more sensitive
Lots of saliva in the mouth
Itching on the arms
very sensitive to noises and smells, generally. all sense- impressions are increased
Cold hands and feet, running nose
Second hour Emotional- symptoms:
Completely happy with the situation, joy, calmness
Very much alive
A great peace, not charged with emotions
Discipline gets interrupted
Too late – not wanting to have stress, I come when I am ready.
Desire for enjoyment
But also depression, inertia after too much of consuming, at the end of the holidays, desire for fasting or dieting, to live healthy again.
To be in good hands
Temptation, the feeling carries you away
(adendum: Association of sirens, islands, singing, temptation but danger)
Unbelievably happy, peaceful, could see a landscape, could cry because of so much happiness
Have to go out for eating, or at least have some ice-cream somewhere, not possible to stay at home.
A light, pleasant chat of people who know each other
Joyous, lightened up mood
Feeling absolutely happy and at home in this group
Enjoyment, could eat all the time
Difficult to get into action
Little structure – don’t want to write down anything, no concentration for details; it doesn’t matter how long we triturate.. totally trusting the whole process
Feels cold like in winter, I would not be surprised if it starts snowing now
Longing for my family
The real Christmas feeling…
A festive feeling
Full of expectations
A feeling as if there will be light after a long period of darkness.
Desire to help others
Happy to help others
Urge to heal
Very much withdrawn
In the mood to joke and laugh
Desire to play
Feeling of well being to be within the group
Healing, good thoughts,
Feeling to be at home and well
Very communicative, but within the group, in the known familiar group and then merge in it.
Very balanced and relaxed, very communicative, timeless, no stress, very grounded and vast at the same time, wonderful wisdom, very centered especially when eyes are closed and then comes a feeling of clarity, very warm and affectionate. Family and familiarity. Laughter. To share the happiness, Positive thoughts, healing thoughts, very solid and big, mighty, but very tender. Longing for vastness and the unknown, thoughts about death but very natural and calm. A kind of numb feeling.
I have to go out, go to a restaurant, otherwise I feel depressed.
Don`t know what to wear, but then I put on something that I usually never wear…and a girlfriend doesn`t recognize me! That makes me happy!
The sense of time is different – I do my things, but no stress please. A very cozy Sunday morning.
Third hour Mental- symptoms:
Glitter, sparkling, snow, as if I would stand in a ball of snow.
Lots of movement, animated
Tendency to be carried away
Spirit is stimulated, scattered
To close the eyes gives inner peace
Themes of discussion: traveling, psychology, politics, snow, ice, mountains, nature
No sense of time
Traveling, freedom, to break away, without thinking about it
Yesterday I almost knocked off a child with the motorbike, nothing happened, but this small child started crying,
I was totally shocked!
To cook something good and special, to try something new
To overeat, to let oneself go too much for a long time, one day one has to stop it.
Auditive hallucinations: while scraping in the mortar I hear a child crying, as if it would die and then I hear a duck quacking and then a rat is calling
A picture of clear, calm, cold sea – one can mirror oneself in the surface
To be in nature.
Ice, snow, huskies.
Cold climate, dry clear air.
Eternity, eternal calmness.
The knowing about oneness
Lost in the dream world
Details are not so important; everything will come together as a whole
Polar bears, rubies
To go to sleep, hibernation, the time of rest
To withdraw in one`s shell, everything withdraws to the centre
To be a sacrificial animal
To be extinguished
perception is fogged, actually there is nothing in the head
As if in a dream (as if in train oil)
At a loss for words
Desire to make sounds, to whistle or to sing
Addicted to harmony
Loneliness in the sense of all-oneness
Traveling, desire to travel in faraway countries
I also cooked myself a nice dinner
Dream: The balcony falls apart, somebody screams there – was it my godchild that stays with me ? Great fear that the child fell into death, but then it turned out that it was an old man und he was doing very well according to the situation…he is hardly suffering. The ambulance was called. The care and the compassion were very strong.
Thoughts about snow, water, igloo, coldness, sailors, fishes, plants, familiarity, a kind of blocked memory, to receive and give love…
Fourth hour The essence or energy of this substance
It unites the feeling of being at home and to travel One feels always at home, even when you travel to the most distant place on earth. To travel and to be at home is the same thing.
Dreamlike states or delusions: Icy landscapes, Antarctic, Greenland, Polar bears, which slowly are getting extinct, because the ice sheet or the ice is melting and thus theire habitat and basic food supply is going to be taken away from them.
Theme: Global warming
Apocalyptic feelings, Noah`s arc, Species become extinct.
Telepathy – Use of the subtle, etheric powers and channels
Wanting to stop time
Longing for the beyond
The wisdom of old.
Emerging of the old knowledge – wisdom
Connected with the primeval source
The poem of Rilke, which came to me already the evening before:
“That is the longing: To live in the turmoil
and having no home in time.
And those are the wishes: gentle dialogs
of day`s hours with eternity.”
J Perhaps an animal: especially because of the pronounced sense perception, and at the same time the coldness. Or maybe a winter plant: the Christmas star (euphorbia pulcherrima) Calmness, Vastness, grey blue, white- yellow, glittering, a big heart with a deep connection… A fish, fishes, ocean…..
The energy in the room:
Peter had to go and get his red woolen socks, because his feet became so cold, Julia had to cover her cold feet, Sigrid felt her feet comfortably cold…
Then Peter brought something else along with the socks…In fact a toy- emergency- ambulance- car !
At the beginning of the trituration:
J. and M. are 20 minutes late – they don’t say anything nor excuse themselves! It is just that – an attitude “of just being there and everything is fine. .”
J. talks about a friend, whom Peter knows as well, he has fallen from a tree and has hurt himself a lot. And then there is another friend of most participants, who had a very severe accident a couple of days ago – everybody is full of sympathy and asks how he is now.
A dream and two true stories about a child nearly dying shocks all the participants..
During the trituration several participants are nibbling something and try from each other. Somebody is very hungry around 1 p.m. and has to eat something immediately instead of making his notes.
Traveling, large travels and long travels are a big theme. .
Communication: Everybody throws in their stories as well as their symptoms, great desire for communication. No chance to find who has which symptom: “Yes, I have the same thing.…“ goes on for quite some time. Only in the 4th hour of the trituration this need to communicate and listen to each other storys comes slowly to an end.
It is impossible to keep the times for triturating and scraping …to take a look at the watch becomes totally irrelevant Rather do I set the clock myself….
The theme of Christmas is emerging again and again.